What can I say about this book? First off, I will say that Allie Brosh is a wonderfully unapologetic human being. She is courageous and hilarious and she doesn’t bullshit – not for a second. If you’re not familiar with her work, then I’ll give you a brief biography. Brosh is a comedian blogger and now published writer. She has a unique style, in that most of her blogs involve pictures with funny captions than they do so much long ramblings of writing. She writes about her life, that’s it, yet she has managed to garner a massively loyal fan base.
I’ve come across her work before. In fact I remember the
very first time I came across it. I was having another of my insomniac-fuelled
internet binges and searching random blogs. I think I might have been searching
about depression or something, because I distinctly remember that this was the
first blog post of hers that I saw. I was quite taken aback by Brosh’s candour –
she depicted her ongoing battle with depression in both an hilarious and
no-holds-barred way. She didn’t shy away from how shit she still felt, yet she
still managed to make me laugh. As someone who has and does battle with mild depression
(something I’ve never wrote about or admitted before), I thought this was an
inspiring acknowledgement of her inner demons. This post about depression, and
the one that followed it, are included in her book, which I was very happy to
find.
It wasn’t until very recently though that I came across her
work again. I was scrolling through Facebook, as one often does, when I saw a
link on either Buzzfeed or HelloGiggles (which I now for the life of me cannot
find), about the best 14 books of 2014. As a literature student I find it my
obligation to read these types of articles, which is actually pretty
time-consuming because hell, there is a lot of these articles floating around,
but back to the point! As you have probably realised, this book was on that list,
and as I googled it and read reviews for it I very quickly realised that ‘Hey!
This is by that really cool writer I came across AGES ago. Well, now I have to
buy it!’. Man was it a good investment.
I read the entire book in a night, avidly consuming each
section and laughing my head off throughout. The book is made up of new and old
material, and is split into 18 different sections which tell tales of Brosh’s
life. Ranging from the aforementioned sections covering her depression, we also
hear tales from Brosh’s childhood and in one section see how she would interact
with herself at different ages – which is highly amusing not to mention god
damn relatable. She often laments on how very weird she finds herself, and the pictures
she uses to accompany these lamentations emphasise her points beautifully. The
comic-strip paint-produced style looks so simple (literally, even a toddler
could produce the images Brosh creates), and yet it is its simplicity which makes
it so great.
As I was reading/looking through this book, time and again I
thought to myself – this woman is literally in my brain. In a section called “Identity”,
Brosh talks about the innate selfishness of herself, and discusses how she only
acts like a good person because she wants to be perceived as a good person.
With each example she offered, I laughed and thought ‘Shit, that is me. That is
me all over!’, which made it all the more funny. The fact that Brosh can
discuss deeply serious topics such as Identity (a conversation theorists
and psychologists can go round and round in circles with till their faces turn
blue) with the brash humour she uses, and yet so eloquently capture what every
person secretly thinks about their own identity is remarkable. Brosh doesn’t
just use her unique style and narration to make her audience laugh, but also to
make them think. About themselves, about the ones they love, about everybody.
Whether she does it intentionally, I’m honestly not sure. I think she does it
mainly for herself. Like if she doesn’t get these thoughts and feelings out
then they’ll just fester and rot, but frankly that makes it all the more
powerful. I find that when a writer creates something for themself and for themself alone, its always so much more powerful. So much more intimate and beautiful, and an experience readers never quickly forget.
While the style and genre of this book won’t win Brosh a
Pulitzer prize for her work, she definitely wins the award for most relatable,
ridiculous and most unapologetically blunt writer/creator/internet-star out there. Seriously,
this woman just gets humanity and all of its thoughts and all of its feelings. The intricacies and flaws that make up every human are related by Brosh in a manner that make you realise just how complicated and yet surprisingly similar people are.When you read this book, you will think to yourself, ‘Wow, I could’ve written
this’ and that’s not because its simple or clichéd, but because Brosh captures every
thought and feeling (simple or complex) and puts it down. You’ll feel like you
know the woman after you’ve read this comic novel, and most importantly, you’ll
feel like she knows you.
So, to reiterate, what can I say about this book? What I can say, is that you have to read it, because, aside from making you laugh till your stomach hurts, it will also have a profoundly deep affect on you, especially if you have ever suffered from the crushing and mind-numbing effects of depression. Brosh might just give you hope. I can say that because she certainly gave it to me.
Sometimes its just nice to know that you're not the only one feeling how you feel...
Sometimes its just nice to know that you're not the only one feeling how you feel...
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